Mommy! Daddy! Please tell me a nursery rhyme!
Whispered soft, hope filled my heart.
But instead of sweet words or stories divine,
You both turned away, leaving me in the dark.
No gentle whispers to ease my fears,
Just echoes of silence that cut like a knife.
You never sang songs to dry my tears,
A shadowy man replaced the warmth of your light.
So sticks and stones have broken my bones,
Like a dog many called my name to hurt me.
Their words, they've stung, and sought to destroy
Their voices, laced with cruelty.
As Mary had a little lamb,
My fleece, as white as snow,
She carved her mark beneath my skin,
And taught me grief no one should know.
Twinkle twinkle little star,
How I've wondered where you are.
In your silence, shadows creep,
Longing for the love, from only me, you keep.
Sally sells sea shells by the sea shore,
While I stood alone, some days walking along the sands.
The waves sing sweetly, but I needed more,
A father and mother's love, their guiding hands.
Jack was not nimble, his pain wasn't quick,
As he forced me to ride on his candlestick.
I cried out in silence, but no one would hear,
As shadows closed in, my innocence disappeared.
Baa baa black sheep, have you any wool?
The scapegoat child, endless bags full.
Bearing the weight of their crimes and their shame,
Deserving of love, yet given their blame.
Old mother Hubbard, locked me in her cupboard
This dog never given a bone.
Craving affection, her nurture, her warmth,
But her heart towards me is colder than stone.
Little Miss Muffet could not sit on her tuffet,
That night when sodomy's bell rang.
Her fears wrapped around her, a web tightly spun,
Nature's cruel timing, seizures with cycles began.
This little piggy brought me slaughtered to his market,
After this little piggy brought me to his home in despair,
This little piggy cried, please please please,
Don't kill me, I'm just a child begging for air.
Ring around the neck of Rosie,
His lies are much more noisy.
Ashes, ashes, she was held down.
So row row row your boats,
Away from the crime and the scene,
But merrily mother and merrily father,
To my demise you worked as a team.
An important thing to remember an something I want to share since my excape june 16 2020 I have had a lot of strangers family government old aquitences share my story as if it was there own never want someone else’s life my footsteps from birth were of torture an psychological madness from some inhumane individuals who still stalk prey have many names they use to trigger intentionally knowing I can feel there energy an who they are some have gone a far to use my family’s names or people’s names I once knew for anyone to prey upon someone to inflict harm or bring upon death or hopeful insanity character assasanation purposely illegally invadeing someone’s privacy breaking ignoring someone’s…
💜🕊️Wow wow it’s funny how we think it’s just us yet when you hear thy rhymes that identify you become unstuck an start to understand hello I’m Lorelei Angel a cptsd survivor my cptsd causes me to lose reality when triggered my trauma puts me back at thy scene I can feel smell hear see in that triggering momen turns my current space into thy old crime scenes in full color as if I never excaped thy thought of a man doing his business on me makes me sick was triggered heavy early this morning in motel women felt everyone need to hear here nastiness I understand I will always have cptsd and will become triggered yet I am able…
I pray for the time when sexual abuse and mental trauma of children will end and the cycle will be closed. I've witnessed child sexual abuse from someone cloaked from suspicion, then targeted, silenced and discredited to keep me silent, then stalked for more years than I'm willing to think about most days and nights. Targeted, assaulted, drugged repeatedly. More attacks on my life than I'm comfortable with and now I am beginning to understand how I survived such savagery...because I was meant to survive. Meant to repeatedly heal from that which is unhealable. Meant to find my way alone. Meant to dog paddle in murky waters until I would eventually find my way to clearer waters. Meant to find…
My heart breaks for what you have been through. I can feel the pain. I thank God that he brought you through this and I pray for you every night. You have helped me heal so much! Thank you for everything!!
Beautifully written 🤍🙏🏼🩷