Deception will be known publicly
For those who claim "they see"
They live supposedly
Sanctimoniously
Deception I will show
Of what they think only they know
The atrocity of their throne
Thrives on you being alone
Isolated in your despair
Not knowing who was really there
Or what their intentions were
Were they sent?
You are never really sure
Of their plan to harm you
Intentions are what no one can see
Just a display of gore publicly
That's all anyone would see
Hiding any motive insidiously
But what actually
Happened to me?
That's what you can't see
It would have looked like it was me
An excusable atrocity
And many will believe
Such a refined conspiracy
Or a random event of cruelty
Is something you only see
In the plot line of a movie
I question the intentions they hide
The violence they justify
A belief they won't admit they hold
That they justify hatred, cold
A life they won't speak to you
That they hold themselves the truth
It will be me for all to see
How they pretend to live self righteously
To be violent as a group
Compelling others to lose control
This is how they keep hold
Justifying and enabling
Murder, cold
Because if it can be me
Then it most definitely can be you
They’ll find a reason and make it true
A “fact” of sin they’ll pin on you
They build their case on broken ground
Fabricated Intel where no truth is found
And when you fall within anyone's sight
So many already have it in their mind
Their own hatred as being right
I am the voice for those
Who faced danger for the question they posed
Going against the community
Of criminality
And all will owe nothing to me
It will be for all to see
Because the truth speaks freely
It is not locked behind a degree
Or an expertise
Or how someone else falls to their knees
The truth not in a subscription base
Or how much you pay a face
To sit there and trickle truth
Feeding little bits to you
It's your favorite channel!
It's your favorite expert panel!
It's your favorite person
That actually leaves you feeling worse than
Because the information sounds true
And it seems they know more than you
It started out as a dream at 31
Now I'm about to be 33
"It is now time for you to speak!"
Who me??!?
Yes it's always been you
It's true
You hold the key to unveiling the subterfuge
The lies and deceit
Of a supposed prophets dream
Being sold for a pretty penny
I am warned
I will face an extreme amount of scorn
When I speak the mask will crack
Their empire trembles so they will push back
Deception for all to see
Carefully crafted artistry
A web of words, a golden guise
Hiding the greed behind their eyes
But I’m not here to play their game
My truth will stand and they’ll curse my name
The ones who claim they know
Fear the seeds that my truth will sow
Their power is built on doubt
The clarity I offer calls them out
It was free and the others were paid
For the insight they told everyone they laid
Because they see "my gift" as a threat
Their empire crumbling
Faced with their own shame and regret
But wisdom isn’t owned or sold
It’s born in the fire you walk
Not bought with gold
But I don’t meditate, I don’t do sage
I don’t believe, I’m not bound by a cage
I adhere to no subscription or creed
How the hell am I what you need?
So here I stand then...
I am the truth, or I’m nothing indeed...
So I guess we will see what flows from my own well
Not a borrowed verse, not a scripted spell
I don’t believe in the occult’s facade
Their prayers are whispers of fraud
Worshiping an abused child as their god
Sent out into a community
I did not understand
With tarot cards in my hand
This is what they use now?!
And you won't even tell me how?!
You're sending me in blind,
But God promises me
This is the truth that they will find
Those who are lost in the suffering and pain
No one to believe them
They've been put to shame
And so many are profiting
On their stories untold
They are looking for a hand to hold
Something that gets them through the next day
So what do you say?
Okay, then it is me.
The blind will see.
I will call out the atrocity.
Because God knows it means so much to me
To stand with integrity
This is my own story too
I will only speak what I have gone through
I haven't spoken in decades, ages
But there are those looking for sages
I rely on my intelligence
I know nothing about staying relevant
Are you serious?!
I made so many people furious
How dare you use our sacred tool!
Blaspheming our beliefs Major Arcana Fool!
Who the fuck do you think you are?
Stepping into our sacred part
Look at this bitch who thinks she knows it all
Let's purposefully make her fall
So when her truth is shut down
They'll all believe she is the real clown
I speak a real story of real shame
Vultures are beneficiaries of my name
This is our story of abuse
And nobody will call out the truth
But yes, keep making it about you
For fucks sake
I cried many YouTube days
After videos were made
But anyway...
Who the fuck do I think I am?
I don't think, I know I am
This was all just part of the plan
So knock me down
My God knows again I will stand
They all have personally attacked me
Heavily
My family will no longer look at me
And if they do
They turn their head away from the truth
Turn away from the gore I'm being put through
Because they all know what they did
This is the story they contributed
And all who have claimed to have known me
Mock the girl they think they're supposed to see
A girl they think I be
Not knowing the woman I am at last
Not realizing when I met them now in the past
Was their own test of fate divine
How will they align?
There’s no going back now
In the choices you have vowed
Because when it all comes to be
You persecuted me
Cowards don't claim the choices they make
The one who deceives is calling me the snake
Not realizing I just forced their own hand
To show the truth of them and who I am
By how I choose to still stand
The lies they have spun
Will unravel one by one
And the truth of themselves they deny
Can no longer hide
As my existence forced their hand
To choose where they stand
I was hidden in plain sight
Because otherwise
They will pretend to stand for what's right
It couldn't be me, stupid 'ole B
Dumb 'ole Britt
Fucked up, not worth shit
Now you all will see for yourselves how easy it is
To gang up on innocence sent
So long as you saw me less than your own
The violence was justified, the seeds were sown
Like dogs in the frenzy, you tore me apart
Revealing the void in your so called hearts
But innocence stands though battered and bruised
While your own minds are left confused
For the truth will rise, and when it does
You’ll see your own reflection in all that was
I think it's time
The intentions of your heart to be known
Your voice, your words, and your actions
You say you've above behaving like
That you won't own
The derogatory ridicule heavy
YouTubers making posts about me
People saying they reported me to the FBI
And their local police county
Because the abuser is I
They say I'm going to jail
I've reported you already
To my local authority
Some say oh "people will know"
The real truth of me I apparently do not show
They call me self righteous, claim I’m vain
Say I think I’m better, but it’s their own disdain
They attack who I am at my core
When the threats don't work anymore
You're a bitch you're smiling at our trauma
Laughing at our pain, like it’s some kind of drama
They hurl their words, sharp and cruel
Twisting the knife, trying to make me the fool
But their anger reflects what they can’t face
A mirror held to their inner space
When I laugh it's because I see, I know
The wounds they will not show
The real clown isn’t me, but who?
The one pretending their lies are true
But when all of this didn't work
They sabotaged my whole life
Leaving me now to walk through the dirt
Behind the scenes they destroyed my life
Behind the scenes purposefully causing me strife
Their rituals binding those who fear takes hold,
Clinging to myths that were bought and sold
Leeching off the trauma of you,
The pain you keep going through,
Because you’re searching for answers,
Because your voice has been taken
Because the family ties are chains
Because they rewrite your story with stains
Because they’re authority cloaked in lies
Because the truth you speak is what they despise
Because they gaslight and call it love
Because they wear masks they’re never free of
Because your resilience exposes their game
Because your awakening threatens their name
Because the system shelters their greed
Because they weaponize all that you need
Because they can’t bear what you might become
Because your truth will render them undone.
They called me self righteous
Because I claim my being as my own
I don't leave it up to a mysterious unknown
They called me a demon clearly
Because I hold myself dearly
In my own authenticity
I stand even as you all persecute me
I don’t protect my energy
I am the synergy where it all resides.
I don’t cleanse with sage
My presence clears the haze
I don’t align my chakras
I am alignment itself
I don’t call on spirits
I carry my own
I don’t draw from the stars
The cosmos moves through me
I don’t wear crystals
My essence is the gem
I don’t chant mantras
My voice is the vibration
I don’t seek signs
I am the signal
I don’t ground myself
I am the earth and sky
I don’t protect my aura
My existence is unbreakable
I don’t cast circles
My being is the center
The more I speak, the louder they yell
They say I’m bound for a cold jail cell
For they can’t see what they don’t yet know
Their fear blinds them so they block my glow
I’m not here to reign, to wear a crown
But to lift the truth where it’s been cast down
Their anger’s a mirror they won’t embrace
Projecting their own truth they fear to face
The lies they tell themselves
That the profits are keeping them in hell
A cycle they can't escape
Because these people claim to know fate
I'm affecting their money
Reiki Master 5000 saying I have a mental illness
Because they themselves are bearing false witness
The pro(phe)fits they rake from fear and pain
Promising healing while hearts are drained
Charging fortunes for cosmic grace
While their own darkness is leaving a trace
And so I am disgraced
Just about homeless not eating for days
But that's okay
God knows
I would not have it any other way
God knows
I won't speak unless I mean what I say
So I show up every day
I put myself through it
Because walking the walk is how you do it
I don't even get a chance to explain
Everybody wants to believe they hold reigns
And when I show up they look deranged
No need for spells no mystic flair
Just the truth I carry laid bare
Messages of hope not bound by a price
Breaking chains of greed’s device
My life experience is perfectly designed
My living resume, no need to refine
The accolades are scars I've earned
Lessons lived, not cheaply learned
I only speak what I deeply know
Through trials faced, through pain I grow
No riches claimed, no dollar in hand
Just the truth I bear of where I stand
So call me psychotic, say I’m unwell
Your accusations won’t compel
For what I seek is not acclaim
But to free the bound from their shame
I am here for the names
That others cash in on for fame
The lives that are lost
At the beneficiaries cost
And the danger to those who know it
For the insidious attacks
The truth they will bury
To protect their tracks
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